im all yours to kills.

2009-09-28T18:12:00.001+08:00

JUST DROPPING BY TO SAY
I HATE YOU BLOGGER!
HAHA.
NO LA I MISS YOU <8

2009-08-05T19:15:00.005+08:00

I'VE MOVE TO TUMBLR CAUSE BLOGGER SUCK.IF YOU'RE NOT LAZY ENUF, RELINK ME AS YOU PLEASE :)!

CLICK HERE TO MY TUMBLR SITE :)

2009-07-30T00:29:00.005+08:00

FINALLY BLOGGER BACK TO NORMAL.
_|_

i wanted to post this video for the passed few days but i couldnt
muahahaha.
at last gotta to upload it :)
yay

2009-07-24T02:55:00.003+08:00

I WANT THIS TOY PLEASE!
GAH

TONY TONY CHOPPER :)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SARAH (L)

ONE MORE THING..BLOGGER BEING A BITCH..MAU PENG TUMBLR AH CB!

2009-07-21T01:47:00.013+08:00

BLOG CAM SIAL UH! :(

SAW WICKED TONGUE ART!HAHA

OOVOO IS LOVE

this what happen when we're BORED
HAHAHA

2009-07-17T19:30:00.009+08:00

Currently down with flu,minor cough and fever.
gah.i hope i get well tomorrow .

Genre : Comedy/Horror/Thriller

Comedy = 0
Horror = 20+
Thriller = 40+

I was bored, so i thought I'd give this movie a go, since Jason recommend me to watch it.
I don't see how it is a comedy.
Honestly this MOVIE SUCKED AH JASON.hahahahaha
Pretty dumb. Waste of time. I had higher hopes for this movie.
HAHA..
Midnight Meat Train the one you recommend me MORE NICER!
Autopsy is the most lame gore movie i ever watch sia.haha
i thought this movie was nice.
the way jason story it to me.haha..
-___-

2009-07-15T00:09:00.012+08:00

currently i been watching gore movie..

soo i asked around what gore movie is the best..
soo tiara recommend me this movie called Braindead

soo i watch it at megavideo..
but its was not braindead..the storyline and the plot was totally different.
and i found out that its was Brain Dead not Braindead.
but i just continue watching it..
lots of nude scene..haha..the gore was okok la..not that bad.
storyline hmm..no comment..

after that download the REAL BRAINDEAD..
haha..overall nasty brutal shit..haha..
not that bad for a old movie yaw..haha..
1992 siol..haha

here a sneak peek

so yea..then i watch this movie again called HOSTEL
i prefer part 1 then part 2..
HOSTEL 2 hmmm...i hate the storyline..
all others gore movie cant beat this movie.
haha..i still prefer hostel the best.
Saw been disappointment after the 3rd one..
not good not good.

here another sneak peek
the best part ever. :)

don't watch if you're a pussy

k today..there this number called me in the morning.
i suspect its from a warehouse company or something cause i apply it yesterday.
wasted never answer the called.nevermind then.
maybe i was to tired about yesterday pizza hut operator training.
totally bullshit.LIKE SEC SCH SIOL KEJE!-__-
me and afrio cabut training today.
plan to find a new job.this job stink.haha
had sushi for dinner at lot 1 with afrio..spent $16plus...
BUT got 50% off siol..haha
soo we spent 8bux aje..
hahahaha..KENYANG DOK!..
k thats all..
im off to anime-ing or movie-ing..
cya howdy..bye

2009-07-13T03:03:00.003+08:00

Yantoi's Survey

1. What's your room colour?
biru air with wonderful and colourful nephew drawing.

2. What's your actual height?
162 according to cmpb check up.165 when at ite simei height and weight.soo i must be shrinking :/

3. If you are told to get married quick, what will you do?
run away to australia..haha..idk la dey..

4. If your boyfriend or sister(s) would say " break up", what's your reaction?
?

5. If your brother would be in jail, what will you do?
i have no brother. :P

6. If your boyfriend or girlfriend would end up in hospital & in coma, what will you do?
??????? i have gf eh?O.O

7. If you saw someone stripless whats your first reaction?
haha...if its a girls i would probably ber-joing if its a boy i would probably run away cam )(*&^%$

8. Last person you chat with?
Julailah :)

9. Whose the last person who texted you and what?
Afrio Saddam - Aku try bobual ngan cekgu aku bsk

10. What's on your playlist now?
where?here? Girls' Generation - Gee .. i guess then

11. The last thing you ever brought at a shop?
Double Cheese Burglar

12. What's the most silly/cute thing your boyfriend or girlfriend last did?
suck my dick?HAHAHA

13. It's white and sticky. what is it?
marshmallow terbakar? what u think huh?sperm is it..noty eh question..tsktsk

14. A romantic dream. Would you like it to be happen to you?
YES.

15. Give 10 people that you wish to do this survey.

Yantoi << BUAT LAGIK OKAY :)

Afrio Saddam

Sarah Elfac

Julailah

Suziiee Z

Goregirl

sape nk uat uat la k :)

16. Right now, what you wish to be happening to you?
get exempted *NS*..Study mechanical engineering or electrical eng in SP or Ngee Ann Poly or NAFA.K go

17. If you caught boyfriend or girlfriend in red handed in having affair?
make her feel guilty..hahaha..and dump her at garbage disposal

18. If your mum gave you a thousand dollars, what will you do?
SIMPAN BUAT KHAWIN :)

19. Right now, what are you thinking?
hmmm...mindless

20. What is a thing that you want to burn so much, right now?
ciggarette?harvest ader,rokok bday ader,winner ader..camel pun ader.

23. Do you wish someone to be by your side, right now?
yea..

24. Which country would you want to go?
KL,AUSTRALIA and mane2 la

25. Would you ever wish to kiss someone else?
hahaha..sape2 la k

26. Your friend list, if you would lost one friend what will you do and who?
i will go home n play psp ( NO LINK \m/)

27. If there's young baby on your doorstep, what will you do?
errrr...i will shout "MAK ANAK SAPE NIE KAT LUAR!!!"

28. If your girlfriend or boyfriend got you pregnant, what will you do?
silly question..i cant pregnant..if i can get pregnant I MUST BE SOMEBODY.

29. What's the last sweet thing your loved ones ever did to you?
SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! OMG OMG OMG

30. What would you want to happen the next morning you woke up?
TONNED OF MONEY!

SURVEY DONE

2009-07-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

I really do enjoy my birthday and my unexpected 20th birthday surprise celebration.Thank everyone that came and especially LIYA the master mind.HAHA.You're soo sweet and its okay that you lie to me just to make this happen.hehs.THANK YOU SOO MUCH :).I was really touched.I almost wanted to cry but i cant.haha.I don't know why.I just can't cry in public.HAHA I really appreciate it.I really thankful ya know :).THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU LOVE YOU :).and thank YANTOI AND AFRIO for the present :).BAJU DICKIES SIOL and rokok lubangs!THANK UH BROTHER2 V6..haha..The cake or brownies aper tah was superb mupreb duperb.I know that the words doesn't exist.haha.mupreb dupreb -__-.After the celebration afrio asked me to play bowling.Soo me,yantoi and afrio book one lane and bowl for 2 games.Thank uh guys.haha.And i don't know why yesterday i suck at bowling..haha..maybe i was soo touched that i can't concentrate.haha.75point je sia.pathetic.usually score 110 and above the most is 178.gahhhh...hahaha..i always kept that in mind.:)
and bump with an old friend isnor went otw home :)

I WANNA THANKS EVERYBODY THAT CAME FOR YESTERDAY CELEBRATION AND LOADS OF THANK TO LIYA FOR MAKING ME THE SURPRISE CELEBRATION AND EVERYBODY THAT WISHES ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.LOADS OF THANK EVERYONE.
LOVE YA! :) KISS :X

me in my mind..eh aper nie?haha

alamak sweet kape..the part when i start blushing of joy.HAHA
terkejut sekjap
*they start to sing bday song*
*touched giler babi dok*

kimice cake dier look gorgeous and SWEET!awwwwww

they asked me to blow the candle but i still staring at the cake.haha
idk whose voice said "beh tknk blow candle".hahaha

"adie potong cake go go..potong lah..di asal tangan mengelertah..?haha"
HAPPY LA OI :)

bergembira hohoho...lalalalalalalalala *lagu sudirman :)*

still trembling.haha

eh eh mek gambar mek gambar
still trembling.haha

muke ader senyum.haha

guess what in the bday gift?hmm

THANK FOR THE PRESENT :)

nie la present dier that im wearing.haha
thank for the wonderful pic ju (L)

k today i have 2 choices to choose.go gig or go out with the others to town. but i choose to go gig cause maybe from next week onward i might start working already and won't be able to go any gig.hmm soo yea i decided to go gig.mit afrio and trained to bugis.wen to beats to meet yantoi for awhile. then bump to aziq.haha.i didnt knw he was there soo yea.watch framework jammed.sofie and ann were there too.after that when to the gig.hoho.and goregirl and era gave me DONUT AND COOKIE.THANK UH.haha.:).thank you era and gg for the lovely donut and cookie.Meet up with reno,zick,julailah,tiara,gg,jason and some others. the gig was nice anyway.VERMILION kick arse. hoho.and there was this band called of darkness and light?i guess. awesome set guys.haha.the mosh pit was kecoh cam huhu gitu. after that taufex tag along.haha.blah blah.serious i lazy to update in detail.yadayada. ebony call set (Y)(Y)..2step 2step.haha..blah blah blah..haha and weird things happen today.ytd me and ju was talking about PISANG.haha. when i woke up today.i went to the kitchen and TADA PISANG TGH POSING SIOL.HAHAHA thats same thing happen tu ju.haha.but different sikit.haha. weird kn.fated i guess.haha..XD PISANG IS LOVE SKRG TINGGAL DUA. :)
YOK KASI HABES :P

dont bother about my typo..i really tired i dont care to recheck my post.ahaha
typo typo lah..
k bye

2009-07-09T00:32:00.005+08:00

done by hanie

Hello, allow me to introduce myself
do-re-mi-fa-so, I'm so ah-dy-da so

THANKS UH
YANTOI AND AFRIO FOR SINGING BIRTHDAY SONG TO ME AT 12.00am SHARP.haha
TOUCHING SOL.hoho
KT BWH BLK PUN JADI.SAYANG KORG!!!

edited by afrio

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME
weeeeeee
THANKS SIS AND BRO IN LAW FOR THE PRESENT
THANKS UH FRIENDS AND FAMILYS FOR THE WISHES.
THANK UH SARAH FOR WISHING ME THROUGH PHONECALL,MESSAGE AND MSN. MAUT PE YOU!HAHAHA.
THANK UH! :) TOUCHING TAU.HAHAHA
THANKS EVERYBODY THAT'VE WISHED ME
LOVE YA! :)

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE.*BDAY BUDDY*
MAY ALL OF UR WISHES COME TRUE :)

2009-07-06T19:57:00.001+08:00

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

OKAY?

2009-07-05T02:30:00.002+08:00

LAZY TO UPDATE ANYMORE.

SHOO SHOO.

I UPDATE WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT.

UH UH

*DIE DIE DIE*

2009-07-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

i got PES D -.-

1st Oct going to Alexandra Hospital for Heart Scan

gah..

going to die soon uh friends..LOL

k byebye kiss2

2009-06-30T16:11:00.007+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME
I MISS SINGAPORE
AND WHY?
THE CLEANLINESS HERE THATS WHY.
HAHA.
k shhh
AND SOMEHOW I MISS MALAYSIA.
AND WHY?
CAUSE THE CHEAP STUFF AND FOOD THERE.
HOHO

FIRSTLY I WANNA WISH
ZEE,MIZAM,SOFIE,FIZZAYE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.

I MISS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SOO MUCH
PADAHAL 3 DAYS JE SIA -__-

I DO ENJOYED MY TIME THERE
HOHO
THE FREAKING LODGE IS CREEPY AND HAUNTED
FUCK OFF GHOST FOR PUSHING MY LEG WHILE IM ASLEEP
HAHA.
PADAHAL DA CHOL GILER (Y)
HOHO.
AND I SAW DAN IN DISGUISE
HAHAHA CAM SIAL!!
AND
I HATE MY AMP THAT TYME.
AMP KEPOK SIA
SEDIH SIA!!
:( :( :( :( :(

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YANTOI AND FAHMI FOR DOING THE VOX
LOAD OF THANK GUYS.SERIOUSLY.ILY GUYS
kiss2

K I LAZY TO UPDATE IN DETAIL CAUSE I KNW ITS GONNA BE A FREAKING LONG POST AND ME LAZY AND HUNGRY AND TIRED.
GAHHHHHHH

BYEBYE

P.S - THE BOY WHO DREAMT CHICKEN.HAHA.CB KORG!!

2009-06-27T00:47:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to my cousin sue..haha

OFF to KL for 3day AJE.
pray for me and others for safety trip.huhu
byebye

2009-06-26T00:51:00.005+08:00

i rated it 7.5/10
a little bit draggy but more funny then the first one

THE FALLEN = KONTOLAN
WHEELIE and JETFIRE = MAKE MY DAY.HILARIOUS SHIT.
:D

AND HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY NEPHEW.hoho

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

sometimes i have nights like this
nights when i'm lonely and sad
and i wonder why i was ever born on this world.
there are some nights were..
i think it'd be so nice to just disappear
and erase the fact that i ever existed....

die die die

2009-06-25T01:08:00.001+08:00

your disease infecting our mother's womb.
your life now lacking.
i'll sold my soul to you.
DIE DIE DIE

2009-06-23T21:14:00.001+08:00

i just wanna wish qian hui lim aka goregirl and julailah
happy birthday.
may all your wished come true. (Y)

bye take care

2009-06-23T19:24:00.001+08:00

die die die

-__-

bye

2009-06-22T01:17:00.002+08:00

ANALDICKTION :D

im bored im bored im bored.
k bye

2009-06-21T03:17:00.005+08:00

MushroomHead <3 HAHA

November 19th

Nightmare Trilogy

No Rest For The Weary

IM BORED. :D

2009-06-19T03:14:00.004+08:00

its 3.15am..currently watching that 70s show season 5 episode 23
kinda a heartpain episode and i feel like crying.haha
okay i've been pussy this past few days.idk why.
ate some baby biscuit.its my nephews'
its taste weird but idk why im still eat it and enjoying it.
haha.maybe im a weirdo.hoho.
i guess recording was fine although i didnt contribute anything.haha
just attended to watch my band record new stuff.
i really cant wait for KL trip and get over it fast.
come on fast forward to 26 June 2009.-.-
20 more day to my birthday.
gah getting older already.fuck this shit.
i wished i was Benjamin button.haha
coolios shito.
i just wanna know whats is the meaning of the word LOVE?
hahaha..come on what is it man?
gah..
maybe its just a word.hahahaha
k done updating and dont bother reading it. :D

2009-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

sempat sak nie abg CD webcam dgn aku..haha
g uat keje la..haha

haha..mendak eh kt skola?

RANDOM WEBCAM MOMENT.
IM BORED.

TODAY WAS GREAT (Y)
JAMMING WITH RANDOM PPLS.
HAHA.MY FEAR STIM PUNAT AIDE!!
K BYE

2009-06-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

woohoo, im in love with this movie.
can't believe i cried.HAHAHA
pussy sia adie.LOL

i rated it 7.5/10
woohoo.

i love is part
natalie " FUCKED YOU"*in furious tone*
keith " YOU JUST DID PARTNER"*happy tone*
HAHAHAHAHA.

tetap cite touching (Y)

2009-06-16T00:51:00.003+08:00

SARAH SOLO CONVO MOMENT

Sarah Tancredi says:
*Away for real? Hahaha
*Datang sini cepat, asal suka nah away?
*Harh?!
*If you dont reply within 2 minutes, i merajuk uh
*(two minutes later)
*wahlau!
*hahahha k pahadal belum thirty seconds pun haha
*Dah diam, i know you're gonna laugh after you read all this
*lalala..
*dah lah away, tak check phone pulak. alamak ini anak..
*hahaha
*(8) that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoaaaaa
*HAHAHAHA OKAY IM LISTENING TO PARAMORE (L)
*Nurhadie, cepat lah kembaliiiiii masya' btol
*?!?!?!?!?!?!
*Hahaha i'm like going crazy gitu k padahal tak
*tengah kat library lah, bored yknow
*geram pun ada
*nak pinjam buku tak boleh, blom bayar fines punye pasal :(
*fines total $40 plak tu!
*no mercy sia wahlau
*mana fair gini
*forty bux boleh pergi shopping sia hahaha
*sighs, im talking to a pretty girl but she's not replying *points to your dp
*haha k lol
*eh craving for starbucks ah!
*kay no, kalau tak besok takde recess money
*nak bubble tea!
*tapi malas to jalan to interchange
*looool padahal dekat to library
*eh shiok jgak seh berbual sorang
*tak sarcastic ah, im serious
*then nanti when you read all my conversations, confirm kekek ketawe sorang
*dah shush, diam diam je. dunia tak perlu tau
*okay i wanna go home now
*sejukkkkkk sia wahlau
*dont show anyone this solo conversation eh!
*haha
*think im'ma go online later at night or something
*anything just text, mhm k bye :)

i laugh like hell when i wake up and check my msn..
LOL
LU KECOH UH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
soory soreh eh sarah i have nothing else better to post about.
:D
have fun reading eh..
sorry ter-exposed..HAHAHAHA

2009-06-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

i love you!!!
HAHAHA
dream on sucker!!

2009-06-13T04:52:00.004+08:00

i dreamt about you for the 2nd time
and
i could'nt find the answer why?
and
this is a random post.
i wanna be heartless and im trying too.
haha.ok go adie go.
how would it be when im dead?
:D
wondering wondering

2009-06-10T22:17:00.004+08:00

r.i.p to farish andre.
al-fateha.
new born nephew just has to go.
sorry for your lost kak yan.
don't be sad.
i wish i was that baby.
dead in very young age.
just 2 week of living. :(
i hope you reach to a better place already.
you wouldn't wanna see this world anyway.
its full of sorrow and sadness.
gah.sometime i wished i don't exist.
why do i exist?
gah gah gah.
every fucking years, there's no different.
just a full of misery,heartbroken, blah blah years.
fuck 2009 and every other years and i don't looking forward to any years ahead.
fuck this shit.but i have to face it anyway.
so-called-"COBAAN"
i don't care lah.fuck ah.
I CAN'T EVEN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING.
NOT EVEN GETTING A JOB!!
NOT EVEN GETTING INTO POLY.
WHAT I HAVE TO DO NOW?
i guess i shall stay at home and rot to death.

k im done updating this stupid blog.

"bau bau lu bau ketek"

2009-06-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

bang.
i die.

-.-

sick and tired of this life.

2009-06-06T03:45:00.003+08:00

FRONT COVER OF EP SPLIT
THIS IS THE BEST I COULD DO
SORRY IF ITS NOT THE BEST
I SPENT 3-4 Hr DOING THIS DESIGN
:D
I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT!

2009-06-05T00:04:00.005+08:00

this is the most adorable annoying irritating cute nephew i ever had.
haha.i swear i can't handle this two all by myself not even my mum.haha
gahhhhhhhh.
not much to say today.
byebye.

2009-06-04T01:43:00.003+08:00

lawa tk?
hahahaha

NEON ADIE

2009-06-03T04:13:00.002+08:00

What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
What is money?
Money is what makes a man act funny
Money is the root of all evil
Money'll make them same friends come back around
swearing that they was always down
What is life?
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins
I'm tired of committing so many sins

I'm TIRED with EVERYTHING

2009-06-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

credit to elfac

Hanisadibah says:
*check up ape?
Micheal Adie Kelso says:
*NS
*haha
Hanisadibah says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
*ingat check up benjol
Micheal Adie Kelso says:
*HAHAHAHA
*ehhhhhhh

ni nameye KURANG Ah *ramai2 jawab* JARR!

hahaha...
gahhhh 1st of july la kene check up -__-..

2009-05-31T02:50:00.006+08:00

mendak..gahh

for nightmare trilogy..sorry eh tkde colour..hahaha

i go by the name of ADIE BIN JOL now.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i guess today was unlucky or idk uh.
i got a fucking bump on my head in the stupid pit.
spect lost on the pit for few min.hahaha.
lucky its was in ONE PIECE.
if its BROKEN.idk what to say.
stupid cable or the amp screwed my hyperexcitability.
but overall gelek lah.hahaha.
sprain my shoulder.
now it hurt like fucking *&^%$
cbcbcbcbcbcbcb

2009-05-29T00:08:00.017+08:00

i dont wanna grow up CAN?

ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS4 EXTENDED <8>
SHHHH diam..
WANNA DO N19th SHIRT DESIGN!

2009-05-27T03:58:00.003+08:00

Baesukan bangun guring
Bapupuk basah kina meluping
handak mandi terkuntal lanting
Berjalan kenja kenjol

im fucking sleepy but i cant fucking sleep.k diam!

2009-05-26T00:33:00.006+08:00

i'm soo deprived.by the way thanks MONDRE for the encouragement."you're living for no one but yourself so make your life a useful one"..thank you soo much!i won't waste my life.i'll try.currently can't wait for corefest this saturday and split EP at KL in June.Can't wait to get over everything.After that then i can concentrate on my needs to the fullest.I'll make sure no one stand in my way.haha.&%$#@#^.hoho.k nothing much to say.mood-less.

2009-05-25T03:48:00.004+08:00

WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

COREFEST 30MAY.5 More DAY!
AS THE DAY PASSES BY ME.HERE I AM STILL STANDING NO WHERE.
WHERE DO I STAND NOW?
GAHHHHHHHHH

TOON TOON, BLACK AND WHITE!

WANT TO COMPLETE MY LIFE!

2009-05-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

DUMB LITTLE MAN

My life still incomplete.I'm not talking about having a girlfriend here.That"s not my top priority to complete my life.Not only having a gf/bf can complete your life.That's totally bullshit from my point of view.Sorry no offend.I believe in personal, professional relations, passions and desires but most importantly is YOUR GOALS.YES MY GOALS.i believe in that.That's my way to complete my life.But soo far i still failing to do soo.Something always get in my way.One obstacle lead to another obstacle.Fuck.I just can't find my way through this bullshit.No matter what i will try not to give up in this stupid dramatic life.And i already understand what by saying having a complete life mean.Its means that you live a life that is fulfilled and full of happiness.Try to understand what i wanted to say here.Just get my point.I will never ever depend on hope ever again.Hope is nothing but a piece of bullshit.haha.fuck it.OPEN YOUR MIND ADIE!!

I NEED ROOT BEER AND VANILLA ICE CREAM AND WHITE CHOCOLATE FRAP! <3

2009-05-23T02:59:00.003+08:00

I FEAR THE FUTURE.
I MEAN MY FUTURE.
THE FEELING OF TIMID.
I'M A PRONK.
EVERYTHING SEEM PULVERATRICIOUS.
TRYING TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIGHT.
SEEM LIKE I CAN'T FIND MY WAY OUT.
CONFUSED.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I'M ASHAMED OF MYSELF.
TRYING NOT TO DEPEND ON OTHERS.
I'M SOO SLOW-WITTED.
WHAT CAN I DO?
COULDN'T FIND ANY SOLUTION.
*SIGH*
COULD LIFE BE MORE EASIER?
I HATE THIS.
I JUST WANNA GET OVER WITH EVERYTHING.
BETTER OFF DEAD.
HOPING IS WORTHLESS AND I'M WORTHLESS.

2009-05-20T03:39:00.005+08:00

PAST AND PRESENT!

2009-05-18T20:22:00.005+08:00

Din The Lonkang Boy.xHAHAx

Slept at 6.30am wake up at 10am.(Y).Not feeling sleepy at all.I think my insomnia getting worst.-.-.I'm a nocturnal anyway.haha.Lucky no panda eyes.weee.Soo helmi pick me up in the afternoon and off to ITE SIMEI to get our certificate.Gahh.I'm still not satisfied with the result.cb.haha. Meet Din at CVC.After collected our certificate we off to town.Helmi drop us at somerset MRT since his car was running out of oil.Soo me and din go window shop and cleaning our eyes.^^.Then from Far East we walk till Marina Square to bowls.hahaha.Had fun.Oh yeah.Played two game and we ciao.Ate at burger king and busted home.woohooo.superb day.Tomorrow XIE KEE TYME.HAHAHA.k best.

2009-05-18T04:46:00.007+08:00

Out of a sudden, my long long long ex-crush text me around 2am.-.-.Why is this keep happening to me?sigh.Suddenly popping out in my life after soo long..-__-..God stop playing with my feeling already please.I know this is your trick.I won't fall for it.I already had enough.Gah..this feeling suck!Nah, i just can't be bother anymore.fuck all of this bullshit.I don't care about one goes missing and the other one come by.-____-.The only thing in my mind is enjoy to the fullest!!that's all.k fucktard.meeting helmi and din in the afternoon to get my certificate.hooray.lalalala~gah i wanna play bowling,pool and miniature golf.lets see tomorrow.

I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

2009-05-14T03:17:00.009+08:00

Tuesday Evening i had dinner with Aidil,Ash and Yantoi at Xie Kee.Aidil and Yantoi said the food there is nice.Soo i tagged along.haha.Serious shit thank Yantoi for introducing me the place and the food.I got two word for the food its was SUPERB NICE and not forgetting the best sugar cane in SG.haha.i couldn't even finish the food, it was alot and reasonable price but then regret for not finishing it since im fucking full already.haha.Ash finish it for me.LOL.gahh.After that take 985 to Lot 1.Aidil planned to lepak.Soo yeah.Had a really great conversation with them.They're serious fucking hilarious.haha.i couldn't stop laughing throughout the ride cause the joke keeps on coming.haha.Reached Lot 1 and we were finding a spot to lepak then end up at Bukit Panjang lepak with tasha and man from Obscure Phoenix.On the way to South View LRT something unusual happen.HAHAHAHA.Ash was Demo-ing us the way KL kids hardcore dancing.In the middle of the Demo-ing, out of noway yantoi fall down in the drain.haha.me,aidil and ash KABOOM blast out of laughter.haha.sorry eh yantoi for posting out this topic.haha.After that lepak at soo called "parade square" around BP also.lepak till 11.00pm soo yeah.Man give us a ride home.drop Ash at CCK MRT and drop me and Yantoi at Yew Tee and I really had a blast.And thanks Man for the ride.^^

Wednesday afternoon walk-in-interview at Marina Square John Little.I received a called from someone in the afternoon itself.Asking me weather i still interested and searching for a job.soo yeah i just take the chances that had been given.I don't care if i get the job or not, there are still alot of jobs that i've applied online just hoping for the best.and Mondre accompany me.Thank mondre <8.Then we had our lunch at KFC and off to Bras Basah since Mondre wanna buy some stuff.Then off the jamming session.After jammed lepak at UOB with Ragdoll Epilogue and some others.Off at 10pm.And now its already 4.00am and the weather suck big time.soo fucking humid and hot.-_- k bye uh sial.

someone - "i need a new love to forget my old love, its not im despo, i just want to move on"
me - "welcome to the "SINGLE CLUB" soo just wait and see.don't you worried you will find one soon my friends.:D"

hidup mesti kene chilled.^^

2009-05-12T03:43:00.003+08:00

i somehow realise that i always had changed people in different way but me, myself never ever change and i never realise till just now.maybe i've changed a little but i feel like i'm still the old me.and at the meantime,this is what i've have in mind.top priority is to get a job and i need a couple of job and i don't mind working on the weekend and i really can't be bother already.maybe i'll take the electrical personnel specialist my friend offered me but i was thinking about next month.KL trip.sigh.there's always something that getting in my way and i really hate it.i don't wanna blew everything in my face yknw.sigh.now i don't really care how far i'll be working at but i really need a job that i like.so yeah.and although i feeling lethargic everytime.i'll try to overcome it.slacking at home is really such a bummer.freaking no life man and really need one.come on god give me a job please.i begging you.i apply a few already and still no reply. :( im begging for the job at expo.please reply my email.please please.gah.

okay enough of that.today hmm.i can't really remember what i did.haha.oh yeah.watch tv the whole day while chatting with some friends.and yeah missy i found my gut already to call you.haha.oh yeah.i really enjoy talking to you.hehs.it was nice talking to a sleepy head.hehs.hope to see you this thursday.haha.till then..stayed tune.haha.-.-

nite readers

2009-05-09T04:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LIYA.
MAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY.

sorry tkde pic..haha

2009-05-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

Ahdy Micheal Kelso this is what your birth date reveals about you!

9 + 7 + 1989 = 2005
2 + 0 + 0 + 5 = 7
Your Birth Number : 7

7’s are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don’t sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don’t like to be questioned themselves. They’re never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not in the world at large.

2009-05-06T02:34:00.004+08:00

We all make mistakes. Sometimes they are very bad and cause ourselves and others much worry and suffering. We can be depressed and burdened with regret for many years, never forgiving ourselves, never forgetting our actions. Carrying on in this way is another big mistake, disturbing our lives in very unpleasant and painful ways.

i have no longer have yesterday; i only have today and tomorrows. :(

and and and happy 19th birthday zachary and sorry gambar tkde..haha..
may all your wishes come true.:D

2009-05-04T02:50:00.007+08:00

i miss this job man.gah

haha.3 days never update and my blog smell weird already.haha.-.-.soo for the pass few days I've been random.haha.can't remember what i did last Friday.i know i had fun.then Saturday planned.catch Friday The 13th with Farna canceled cause she had to work at the very last minute.Anyway its okay Farna.We can meet another day and catch other movie.haha.So i decided to accompany yantoi to collect tix for 15May.*being random*.Chey 2nd Performance shey.hehs.then random plan to sheeshaa.soo roy tagged along then after that a few hour aizat tagged along too.Vanilla Sheeshaa stim punat aide sia.haha.Then at night faris tagged along.haha.dapat jamah sikit pun jadi eh?LOL!.then me,roy and aizat wanna have our dinner somewhere around there .soo yeah i ordered nasi goreng kampung and bandung potong kaki.HAHAHA.s*inside joke*.soo yeah.Then random thought of aizat.*nk lepak kt esplanade per*.haha.random sia.soo yeah went to esplanade rooftop lepak rabak.haha.then went off arnd 11plus cause it started to rain already.k.bouncing2 bump into sri and iffah.haha.k go.SUNDAY was the random thing me and yantoi had.haha.went sembawang around 5pm to take yantoi microphone thingy.we got no plan after that then afer awhile we decided to watch JANGAN TEGUR.HAHAHA.sufi tagged along too.haha.ONE WORD for the movie.*KEKEK*haha.the movie was soo predictable.*SOUND EFFECT JE LEBIH MOVIE SETAKAT*.hahaha.sufi kinda cover his face with the popcorn thingy throughout the whole movie.hahaha.KEKEK uh.The only scary part of the movie is the scene at the hospital when the cik pon or whatever thingy twisted her head behind.haha.my heart was pounding at the moment.stakat je.hahaha..overall okay lah.i was expected more from what i've seen.i'm kinda disappointed.come on man make something more scarier then this man.gahhhhh.soo 2 more movie i wanna catch this month.Friday the 13th and X-men:Origin.soo i guess today i gonna watch friday the 13th alone i guess.haha.random man.watch movie in cinema alone not that bad anyway i guess.haha.if razee can why can't i right?hahaha.k i'll stop here.off to my beauty land.byebye.

2009-04-29T21:54:00.006+08:00

Girls are my weakness and May God be my witness.haha.rhythm sia.You sing loud and you sing proud.kimak rhythm lagik.haha.Cool uh shey.cb shut up lah adie. :P.At last and for the love of god tomorrow jamming session.huahuahua.Tomorrow's plan will be rearranged to Saturday.sigh.haha.i just can't wait for Saturday.really?i doubt soo.kwang3.and people2 please stop rushing me for finding a job man.its my life and its my business.HAHA.i know im such a bummer.can't help it though.and i know i really need a job right now.but not too soon uh.oh yeah.
and i didn't know that "your" picture still in my fucking wallet for the past 6 year.HAHAHA..OH MY GOD!hahahahaha...alot of mystery stuff in my freaking wallet..haha..i didn't notice sia!haha
memories memories.HAHAHA..i guess i just keep your picture till i die or something.HAHA.and laugh and share about it with my friends or ...... . . . .. . .. . .

byebye.update asap!

Another Day

I can't be without you though I'm learning that I have to and it hurts my heart. I stare at our picture. there's no warmth in this frame. I missed your call another day and though the years will pass you so quickly I hope you know that I'll be here, if ever you need me, but... it's all my fault for bringing on this pain. I locked my vaults and threw away the keys. so kill it out of me, so quickly I need you to know, I didn't plan for this and while you grow I want to be there for it. please promise me I'll get the chance another day. well I've been without you and each night it keeps me up wide awake, a different place I'm only doing what I know how to do. to best provide for you. though I can't spend my time with you.

2009-04-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

CHEY KAKAK MURNI TURNED 19th TODAY!haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MELLY!hahaha
MAY ALL OF YOU WISHED,DREAM,HOPE,EVERYTHING LAH COME TRUE AITE
HAHAHA
STAY GORGEOUS ALWAYS!
SEE YA SOON!

2009-04-27T16:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday gig was remarkable.Nightmare Trilogy put up a great 1st performance.Good job guys.
Predators and Preys new breakdown stim mayn.After N.T it was Shadow Of Miasma.Their New Ori stim punat aide.(Y).After that i forgot what band.kwang3.Then Framework Tragedy.Bleeding Through Cover was great.Nice.And a great set from Inherit sifficx.(Y).Lastly After The Wedding with their ADTR cover.One word POWER!Then head home.(Y)

2009-04-26T03:02:00.005+08:00

” A guy and a girl can be friends but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe … forever. ” - Unknown

how should we face that kind of problem in our daily life?i don't understand peoples and i don't understand myself either.thank god life is way way way way FUCKING better without you.

this video dedicate to some of the girls out there with the personality....

JUST GET THE POINT!

"CEWEK SIALAN, KEGATALAN, MATA DUITAN, MATA KERANJANG!"
love the chorus..!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111

I'LL POST A PROPER ONE LATER!

EDITED!kwang3

2009-04-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*HAHAHA
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*how old are you then
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*i thot u dk
*haha
*guess ivy
*hehs
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*17
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*whats my age
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*haha.
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*HAAHAHAHA
*omg
*i get/heard/seen that number a few times
*haha
*nope
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*18 meh
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*im not 17
*nah
*to young
*hahaha
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*omg
*20?
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*yea
*hahaha
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*SURE NOT
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*turning 20 in july
*LOL!
*yes
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*CHEY.!
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*HAHAHA
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*omg la
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*do i look that young?
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*you look so 17
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ - Ah-Dy says:
*HAHAHA
`` ♥IVIES [= says:
*yea.
*hahaha..
*just saw your pm
*LOL

nie nameye kecoh..eh ah eh ah..HAHAHAHAHAHA...do i looks 17-18?HAHAHA..thanks god ♥

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
SYAKKY THE MAGICIAN
HAHA
MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE!
STAY BEAUTIFUL AND YOUNG ALWAYS!
HAHAHA.

2009-04-21T04:00:00.006+08:00

currently finding a job but i ain't getting one cause i didn't search for one.haha.dumbass.im such a lazy asshole and I'm soo fucking choosy."highly selective" yeah.i need a job that i like and simply easy for me to handle.haha.i want this job called electrical specialist that my friend offered me but its at tampines.too far.Not in the mood to travel thats far for work just like my previous work somewhere near Expo.NO THANK YOU!.By the way im skipping graduation day.Not in the mood.Fuck yeah.i guess i gonna take my certificate on May 1st.And Congrat to all my friends that already start their study in the Polytechnic.*kinda jealous and SUPER pissed off*.and im thinking to take private O Level or A or Private Diploma or whatever ???.hmm.

MARTIAN PARADE

IM DRUNK, PASSED OUT BEHIND THE WHEEL OF EVERY UFO IN THE SKY. THIS IS HORRID,AN INCREDIBLE DISPLAY OF IGNORANCE. NOW IT LOOKS LIKE HELL IS COMING DOWN THROUGH THE CLOUDS. THESE PEOPLE NEVER SEEN IT COMING. THEIR EYES WERE BACKWARDS IN THEIR FUCKING SKULLS. IT CRASHES LIKE A METEOR. THESE WAVES WILL TEAR DOWN YOUR HOMES. I HOPE YOU SEEN THIS COMING AND RAN FOR YOUR LIVES.

byebye

2009-04-20T15:54:00.004+08:00

hanging out,
down the street,
the same old things,
we did last week,
nothing to do,

update asap!

2009-04-19T02:50:00.004+08:00

sykk says:
*HAHA.
*yeah
*eh MAGIC AH
*HAHAA
Ahhhh - Dyy ! says:
*HAHA
*o.O
sykk says:
*hahahahahaha
Ahhhh - Dyy ! says:
*syakk tau uat magic
*teach me can?
*haha
sykk says:
*hahahaha
*senang jer
*log off
*sign in balek
*tu magic. HAHAH. wth
*: D
Ahhhh - Dyy ! says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
*baek punye
*LOLL
*thank eh for the tip
*haha

MAGIC SGT!hahahaha

lazy to elaborate.i had superb day.and java chip kick my tongue with awesome taste and i purchase it for 5bux thank to roy.and strawberry frap here i come.next week next week!!k bye
and V6 TEA KATAI POWER.

2009-04-18T02:07:00.003+08:00

SUCK AT MATH?

:D

2009-04-17T02:13:00.005+08:00

i'm bored and i would like to share you readers some facts. XD

Facts :D

1. The sentence: 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog' uses every letter of the alphabet.
Cool Kn? haha.

2. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. (All you typists are going to test this out).haha

Odd but true Facts :D

1. Most lipstick contains fish scales. (yucks)

2.The original name for the butterfly was "flutterby"!

3. By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in
quicksand.

4. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola,
and Budweiser, in that order.

5. A mathematical wonder: 111,111,111 multiplied by 111,111,111 gives
the result 12, 345, 678, 987, 654, 321. cool or what!

6. "Dreamt" is the only word in the English language that ends in"mt".

7. A cockroach can live for 10 days without a head.

8. Coca-Cola can be used as car oil. (O.o really?)

9. Brains are more active sleeping than watching TV.

10. It's against the law in Iceland to have a dog. (Y)

11. The thumbnail grows the slowest, and the middle nail grows the fastest.

12. The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes. (hahahahahahahahah)

AMAZING SCIENCE FACTS

1. Did you know that there are 206 bones in the adult human body and there are 300 in children (as they grow some of the bones fuse together).

2. The most dangerous animal in the world is the common housefly. Because of their habits of visiting animal waste, they transmit more diseases than any other animal

3. 5 years ago: The first successful cloning of human embryo

VERY INTERESTING AND INFORMATIVE THINGS

1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side. ( hmmmmmmm)

2. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.

3. The average person who stops smoking requires one hour less sleep a night.

4. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day. ( i see haha)

5. The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it's already been digested by a bee.

6. Roosters cannot crow if they cannot extend their necks.

7. The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones.(nk tgk blue uh gini mcm.haha)

8. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die.

9.Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.

10. When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red.

11. There are 1,792 steps to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

12. Human hair and fingernails continue to grow after death.(hmm weird)

13. Every day 200 million couples make love, 400,000 babies are born, and 140,000 people die.

14. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

15. It is impossible to lick your elbow.

16. Butterflies taste with their feet.

17. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

18. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

19. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match. (hahahahaha)

20.The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.

21. And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-04-16T03:21:00.003+08:00

Inside my heart, frustration toward being reclusive and irreplaceable awkwardness spread.
The emptiness that invaded my heart felt bigger everyday.Until the day came......Today?HAHAHA
k merepek.Here a note for all the lover at first sight,couple or whatever shit out there.

Don’t rush in and say “I love you” and be over the top with compliments, particularly in the first couple of months. Pace yourself and keep some mystery and tension. Besides, the lust you feel may vanish quickly if you suddenly realize you have nothing in common with this woman. Don’t build up a woman’s hopes and play with her heart before you know how you really feel about her.

haha.ive learn that from the past and it won't happen again in the fucking future. muahaha.mofos.
i had fun today. :D. and i miss my higher nitec mates soo much.haha.

update soon

2009-04-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

they called me gambit yknw.HAHA

just like what Ive predict.all vacancies in the course for the 2009 intake have already been filled.grrr.no plan for a moment.admission for part-time poly has been closed too.haha.every planned i made FAILED!.dang it.gahhhhhhhhhhhh.can't accomplish anything this year.what a fucking drag.every fucking years just another same thing.fuck uh.and yes finally i found the answer to my problem or behavior lately.the answer is WORRY!haha."Worry can weaken and sicken us, and make our days unbearable."YES YES YES!.Ive been worrying too much.sigh.soo i guess i shall stop worry.Relax and be happy.haha.ive been worrying over a things that "might" happen.wtf KN?haha.and i was thinking that worrying about things that have happened will not turn back the hands of time to give you another try at doing it right. So that is a waste of time am i right?.Unless you have a way to reverse time.haha.AS IF!!and why should i think and worrying about things that have happened and might happen.i find myself a bunch of simpleton.-_-.haha.ive learn that every words lead to another word. :D .i love learning something new and trying to understand something something.anyhing lah thats ure not sure about.haha.soo i guess i should spend me time thinking about the good and pleasant things in my lives, and move on in a peaceful and contented state of mind.haha.

and i wished to meet her soon.haha.hang soon aite.haha.and i miss someone :/
k bye reader.

P/S- "If you can solve your problem, then what is the need of worrying? If you cannot solve it, then what is the use of worrying?" - Shantideva

2009-04-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

Dear Sir/Madam

Thank you for your email.

We have received your enquiry and will reply as soon as possible.

As this is the admissions period, we are experiencing a very high volume of enquiries and may take a little longer than usual to reply. Do bear with us and we will get back to you soon.

Thank you for your patience and interest in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

PRAYING,HOPING,WISHING for the reply.. :D
BISMILLAH!

will update soon..

2009-04-12T03:17:00.005+08:00

Be happy while you're living, for you're a long time dead.haha.Lets talk about life.haha.Everyone says, "How the time flies." The days go by and they are years, and the years finally become our whole life. Each daily portion can be wasted, or it can be a pleasure, before it is gone forever. If a bedtime review of the day concludes that we were too stressed, too busy, didn't accomplish anything, didn't have any fun, then it has been another lost piece of precious life.Be happy and enjoy life.I've wasted my youth life i guess.Maybe my mind haven't function properly at that point of moment.Its been sleeping for ages.HAHA.Now its functioning properly.YAY!haha.i will be leaving my teenage life that i have wasted for all those years.haha.FUCK YOU!.If only i could reverse the time and when back to my teenage life and change everything maybe at that point i could learn alot of new thing.I really scare of the future.I just can't stop thinking what will happen in my future.Its been always bothering me.*shheesss*.I will be a young adult soon.I guess this is the time to change myself and try to overcome my fear and fight it on my very own will.But the thing is I've this issue called LAZINESS.haha.I guess there something that holding me back.I guess I've been thinking alot.I want to loosen myself a little bit i guess.MAYBE ALOT!.HEHE!This is what i been thinking about.Often the smartest people are the laziest one.Am i right?Correct me if I'm wrong?HAHA.i guess lazy is the main problem.haha.How to get rid of the laziness in ourselves?HOW?tell me people.haha.I've a issued on that.haha.fuck lah.i really regret that i wasted my secondary school life.that i didn't study well.i always take the easy way out of facing the real thing.that's just me i guess.like now.i skip the 1st year of my higher nitec course and at the end i didn't do well on my study.that's because I'm lazy.i really regret it.i shouldn't have a gf at that time cause its really pressuring me.In the end the relationship goes *&^%$* cb.I should focus on my study.argh..fuck.what was i'm thinking anyway?gah.it'd happen eventually.Now i'll focus on my life.Aim for what i needs not the wants.I praying everything will turn out well in the future.praying for the best.if theres a obstacle in front me i will try to solve it myself and go on with my life.move on and don't look back.don't look at the past.Thats just a stupid broken memories thats will bring you down.Forget the past and focus on future.I guess this is the longest post i ever posted.LOL! i must to overcome my laziness.ELIMATE IT ADIE TITS!HAHAHAHAHA
K BYE

P.S - It's so important to accept this time, this very minute, as something of tremendous value that will very soon be gone forever. There are many ways to ensure that we make the best of our time here on earth.

2009-04-11T02:22:00.004+08:00

oh fuck.I'm freaking down with a fucking F E V E R and irritating NOSE BLOCKED!.haha.i its okay i get used to it already. :D .and yesterday i was fucking hoping that my laptop won't die on me cause i accidentally poured some water onto it. OMG.haha.i was going nuts at the moment.like "oh fuck, don't die on me yet lappy".hahaha.i got 350bux left.i don't want it to go wasted repairing my laptop.and i was planing to enroll driving license soon.soon uh soon.gah.At the moment my laptop jammed and could not start.i was like fuck lah.hais.sigh.haha.then it went back on.finally yay.relieve for a moment.then testing on my keyboard.and FUCK.press one of every keys on the board.nothing pops out.gahh..and i thought that my keyboard spoil and poof im fucking sad and emotional breakdown.haha.CB CB CB!then try again.praying and hoping.and yay.the keyboard is functioning perfectly.weee.relieve.haha.ok back to my llife.currently looking for a job and in the other hand I'm thinking about something2.its keep bothering me.haha.hmm.today plans.NOTHING!hahaha..sooooo bored...i hope someone ask me out later..anyone..hahaha..
k lah bye..

p.s - she call me AHHHH - D ! only she can call me that.HAHA

2009-04-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY IZZUL SYAMIN!HEHE
CHEY DA 20 lah siol!!!NEXT YEAR 21..HAHAHA
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
HAHA.
ALL THE BEST FOR THE FUTURE BRO!!!!

2009-04-09T03:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM!
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH MUM!
WEEEE!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHED COME TRUE!
SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR!
<8

2009-04-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

lets plan for the future...haha
currently SP rejected me again.haha.

Competition is very keen for the limited vacancies. We have considered your appeal and are sorry to advise that we are unable to consider you as you have not met the course cut-off-points.

Thank you for your interest in our courses.

Priscilla Teng (Ms)
Duty Officer

Sial betul.but its okay.waiting for a reply from NP and RP.haha.i hope they approve me.in the other thought i guess not.cause all poly are currently full in the moment.and fuck to forheer/bob.fuck you.how u get to poly?haha..i fucking pissed off with my friend that has the same GPA POINT as me and get to poly..haha..cause you hardly see him in school or class and still can get to poly..fucking pissed me off..haha..guess your luck dude..nevermind..life isn't fair and poly isn't fair too.soo fuck off.shibby.if still can't get to poly.next option.NS here i come.haha.20 years old this year.if i go to serve my NS now i will be ORD in the age of 22.haha.after NS im planing to continue my study.Mechanical Engineering or maybe others.depend.wanna get a good job in the future.planning to be QA/QC Inspector SUPERVISOR or i don't know.depend on the future.i hope i get a good life in the future.insyallah.AMIN! muack muack and kisses...and and all the best to Ragdoll and M4R for the Spilt EP at KL!have fun.sorry i could not come and ROCK KL GO GO!!..take care to all my friends that going to KL tmrrw. c ya...:D

2009-04-07T10:30:00.001+08:00

i miss my old hair
i love my nephew
i miss schooling
i hate my teachers (some je)
i hate myself
i miss my nitec classmate
i love myself
i miss hanging out at town with my higher nitec classmate
i love to study
i hate project
i love doing assignment
i hate waking up in the morning
i love gore movie
i love horror movie
i miss my ex bestfriend soo much
i love marvel superheroes
i love my bestfriends
i miss secondary school friends
i miss praying
i love my friends
i love my family
i hate some of my relative
i love to day dreaming
i hate that my poly admission unsuccessful
i love watching anime
i hate losing a friend
i hate people changing
i hate two-face bitch
i like watching prostitute at geylang
i hate irritating people
i love music
i hate getting older
i hate the world

K BYE!

2009-04-06T02:16:00.001+08:00

----------------JULY BABY --------------

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

HAHA...steal from baby z blog..muahaha...n yes i loves to be alone.. :D of coz with cigarette..calm me down seriously..it work everytime..hidup harus chilled..never get into poly eh adie?its okay..life still must go on..:D

2009-04-05T20:04:00.003+08:00

Dear, NURHADIE B HAZELI (S89XXXXXF)

We regret to inform you that your application in the Joint Polytechnic Admissions Exercise for 2009 is unsuccessful.Admissions into the polytechnic courses is based on merit, which is the basis by which fairness for all applicants is ensured.

erm..next option please?
fuck you?

2009-04-05T01:13:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY FARNA!!!!<88
CHEY DA LEGAL!!!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AITE!!!
SEE YOU SOON!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FITRI AZURA. <8
MAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

2009-04-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

SAD!
NOT MOOD!
SAD!

2009-04-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

im not ready to bungkus my life yet.theres still 60%-70% chances of me getting to Ngee Ann Poly or Singapore Poly.a very disappointments to my result..eventually it happen..haha..get C for PROJECT!FUCK YOU ANUAR!you the one whos holding us back from presenting for our project.fuck you.haha.and i can't believe that i get a FUCKING B for my Visual Basic and Mechanics.-__-
Mr Foo and Wak misai how could you guys give a me D on jig and fixture..the module that i never learn it before and you guys expect me to learn by myself without knowing the basic.im not a genius you know.when i ask you to teach me.you guys just ignore me..sedih pur!!!haha..
k enough about this stupid GPA thingy..
the only thing i can do now is hoping,wishing and praying for the best!! bismillah~

K BYE!!!!WISH ME LUCK PPLS!!!!

2009-04-03T00:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ABG AJIEMAN!
MAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE BABY!
MUACK2!

ajie mich maner?haha

2009-03-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
It might be for the best.

You know you can't give me what I need.
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can't wait through everything,
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
I'm not some boy that you can sway.
We knew it'd happen eventually.

La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,

2009-03-28T01:52:00.002+08:00

Lets plan for tomorrow.
Dinner with mel cancel.:'(
haha.anyway i'm craving for caramel at starbuck.

i'm drooling

haha, wipe me clean plz anyone.lol
soo maybe meeting qilah bestie tomorrow after she finish work around 7 or 8.
plan to chilled at starbuck with her.ah lah aku belanje lah aku belanje lah.haha.
before meeting her maybe i tag along with sofie and roy.i hope my plan would not be rearranged or cancel or something or whatever shit.haha.soo yeah.i really miss hanging out with my classmate at starbuck and wash eyes with razee at town.*kimak scary movie 10**inside joke*hahahaha.siak uh..monday blues <3..miss those days.haha.and Good Luck wan monyet and all the best at X games China later in april.haha.panjat laju2 siol.dapat kan gold medal.HAHA.i know you can do it.haha.make me proud cb!sia2 kau monyet wannabe.haha.gahhhhhh fuck ah when my GPA result coming out nie!!!im fucking nervous.3 april 3 april i hope SP approve me.if NOT!!!BUNGKUS SIA!haha..da lah i end here.bye fucktard.!!!

2009-03-26T03:26:00.003+08:00

GUE RESPECT SAMA LU!GRR

2009-03-22T04:50:00.010+08:00

Hello reader,
Its been awhile since i went out to see hows the world doing.haha.ok i'm crapping already.haha.Soo YEAH, today would be the 1st day of the week i will heave myself out.Like finally.haha.Soo i gonna catch ASA&AMA and Shadow Of Miasma performance today at FAD media and others band too i guess.I hope they put up a great set soo that i can enjoy every fucking song they gonna play.lol.And in the other hand, my fucking blocked nose is irritates me.haha.Fucking irritating i tell you.haha.I really can't get my beauty sleep these few day.gosh.I wished i could incinerate all the mucus.haha.Oh i wished.haha.I really have no remorse for what i did and i felt soo good that everything is over.Feel so free.*shake legs*.OMG.i really need a job badly and revive my dead passport a.s.a.p before 27th June.I know 27th June like still a long way to go but still the clock is ticking yknow.haha.*mcm phm*and i just can't always ask for my parent money all the time and relied on my bank.My bank is going out of cash anyway.damn.I have the habit to spent money on the things i don't really need.haha.well screwed me ya.haha.waste my money on movies,clothes,junk foods,drinks*u know what kind of drink*,cigarettes..etc.and i really feel kinda wasted but still can't help it.haha.sooo irresistible..haha..screw me..its 2.14pm and i still haven't bath.haha.gah.i think i just end here soo yea.bye readers.Peace to be upon you.

2009-03-20T15:58:00.001+08:00

k.i take this stupid survey.
and this is the result i get.haha

-Not always paying attention, the world passes you by unnoticed and you have not a care in the world. You can come across as a little bit stupid and dizzy.-

oh well that explain about me alot.haha

2009-03-19T22:47:00.005+08:00

Kurosaki Ichigo New Form.haha

I'M A SPOILER..haha soo what

k go.its another random post due to boredom.haha..soo fuck off..
now having flu -___- after having dry cough for a few week.what next eh?
nevermind.thank god i still alive.this is just normal stuff.:D
i cant die right now.haha.i need to fulfill my dream 1st.k go.
3 april will be the day my poly thingy stuff come out.2 more week.
hope i get into Singapore Poly or Ngee Ann Poly.if not.NS lah nampak ye (Y).
k go.i hope tmrrw can mit MJ and catch a movie.haha.hope soo..
soo i guess i end here.byebye reader..

2009-03-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh
(Girl i cant live without ya oh oh oh oh!)
Cloud nine strides
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh
(Girl i cant live without ya oh oh oh oh!)
I need you back in my zoe
cos i actually feel i cant cope on my own
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh)
I need u back in my zone
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh

How you put females on a hot ........
Like im the one try me
theres me thinking im moving slyly
your friend was out there with both eyes on me
now i feel wrong cos you caught me
i can make it up to you trust me
if ya said no i would deal with that
im hoping youd take me back

(Tiao)
Im sorry i misleaded you pretty lady
im sorry i mistreated you pretty lady
im sorry that i hurt you pretty lady
all i need to know is
can u take me back (x8)
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh
(Girl i cant live without ya oh oh oh oh!)

Look i know you got played and that
and its only right u aint feeling let alon rating that
but babe its a fact u on with the latest map
i had to live by that i spend night in your bredrins flat
and i know that the thought alone is ill left the
next taste in your mouths like ya drinks gone flat
.......done me wrong like that nah i can never do that thats bad
if ya say no i would deal with that
im hoping you would take me back

(Tiao)
Im sorry i misleaded you pretty lady
im sorry i mistreated you pretty lady
im sorry that i hurt you pretty lady
all i need to know is
can u take me back (x8)
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh
(Girl i cant live without ya oh oh oh oh!)

I need you back in my zone
cos i actaully feel a cant cope on my own

Ive played away ive grown
now i need you back in my zone
Cos im sitin at home alone
and i need to know

(Tiao)
Im sorry i misleaded you pretty lady
im sorry i mistreated you pretty lady
im sorry that i hurt you pretty lady
all i need to know is
can u take me back (x8)
Coz i cant live without Ya oh oh oh
(Girl i cant live without ya oh oh oh oh!)

I need you back in my zone
cos i actaully feel a cant cope on my own
I need you back in my zone
cos i actaully feel a cant cope on my own

2009-03-17T17:27:00.004+08:00

OKASHA!!
ADIE NK COOKIES!!!!!

DRY COUGH IS KILLING ME!
:'(

2009-03-15T16:37:00.004+08:00

!LIFE AND DEATH!

DEATH!The only thing i'm looking forward right now.
muahaha..
:D

2009-03-08T18:12:00.004+08:00

tgh marah nie tgh marah nie
cant u guy see the fucking face.HAHA

been drinking juice all night long to overcome me to drink any alcohol drinks.but sorry Z bestie my hand ter-slip to a Can of Baron..lol
btw thank for accompany me home ytd night.
thank for being there for me when im totally down to the ground.
u said u're not a good medicine to me.but its okay.
at least u there by my side when i need you.
thank for the new heart u make for me ytd..
u make me smile :D
thank for everything Z bestie
and iloveyousomuch xoxo.

i dont knw what to do anymore.soo i guess this is good-bye?
hmm...

p.s : - Most couples have not had hundreds of arguments; they've had the same argument hundreds of times.

2009-03-04T00:34:00.001+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one

You are my only, my only one

2009-02-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

YOU TOLD ME YOU CARED
but I don't care about you
you are a slut-butt
so shut the fuck up
keep your mouth shut
SLUT WHAT THE FUCK!?

better watch your fucking girlfriend, shes been talking to me
ha hahaha

2009-02-27T14:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BABY Z!

you're my besties.hoho.
you're my medicine when i'm down.you know that right?
hehe
i love you besties Z.

sorry Z.no present for u at the moment.
i've been busy these few days.i'll get you a present asap k.

MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE baby Z!!

2009-02-22T22:55:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA..SPOT ME!
PWD PHOTO.
THANK FOR THE LINK RARAS!

YTD GIG ONE WORD"GEREK!"
kinda pissed with the fucking amp.
overall ok lah.
i get used to it already with the same fucking amp. -.-
buto sama amp beat sebelah kiri/kanan.
blame the stupid cable ass.HAHA

CLICK HERE FOR YTD GIG PIC!

Thankz Qilah For Taking The PIC!
:D

AND I MISS MARY JANE :(

2009-02-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS MY MANGKOK DAY!
K DIAM
REVISION REVISION
went to starbuck in the afternoon.
reached town.had my dinner with my classmate at lido.
after dinner we went to wash our eyes for awhile haha
and around 7pm we proceed to starbuck beside border.
woohoo.then blah2blah2.
im soo lazy to story in detail soo yeah good nyte.fuck.

WANPISANG & PAPARAZEE.HAHA*inside joke*-.-

PROJECT PRESENTATION ALMOST DONE!
YAY!

K BYE

2009-02-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

Random Habes.
hahahaha

Project and Report ALMOST Complete.
O.M.G.i guess tmrrw will be my Project Presentation.
6 teachers will be conducting us.wth.
gah..NERVOUS SIAL!
Jig & Fixture class test 2 next Monday.kirim salam sudah.
haha.im freaking suck at CAD.so yeah.
this Thursday Applied Mechanic Class Test 2
tmrrw and Wednesday ill having a group study.
REVISION SIOL!haha
prepare for 9 MARCH 9 MARCH!!!!!!!!!!!

k bye bye..k diam

2009-02-15T00:40:00.013+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ASSES

She ate spaghetti something2.haha
DELICIOUS MUCH!

mate koyak lah sial

plan to ride the skyride cancel.haha
the movie called the curious case of benjamin button freaking sold out
soo yeah.me and her was starved.
swensens save us.haha.soo yea
i bummed into alot of my friends just nw..
haha..kecoh mecoh..
syg korg..
lisa <3
me like spending my day with u. :D

today plan assignment and project marathon.haha

2009-02-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

Dulu dikau pernah berkata
Akulah yang pertama
Dan jua akhirnya
Namun itu semua sementara
Untuk membuatku semakin
sayang padamu
Sayang…..mengapa ini terjadi
Aku tak sanggup lagi menghadapi

Kini kau pergi tanpa pesan
Aku yang merindu pada dirimu..
Apa salah dan dosaku..
Hingga kau sanggup untuk meninggalkan ku

Sayang hatimu di hatiku
Sayang dua jiwa jadi satu

Sayang dirimu dan diriku
Telah menempuhi liku hidup ini

Ku menanti dan tetap terus menanti
Hingga kini dengan ketabahan hati
Ku mencari akan kesilapan diri
Selama ini yang tidak ku temui

Ku menanti bilakah kau kan kembali
Hingga kini tiada berita darimu
Ku harungi perjalanan hidup ini
Sampai nanti ketemu di syurgawi

Sayang hatimu di hatiku
Sayang dua jiwa jadi satu

Sayang dirimu dan diriku
Telah menempuhi liku hidup ini

Ku menanti dan tetap terus menanti
Hingga kini dengan ketabahan hati
Ku mencari akan kesilapan diri
Selama ini yang tidak ku temui

Ku menanti bilakah kau kan kembali
Hingga kini tiada berita darimu
Ku harungi perjalanan hidup ini
Sampai nanti ketemu di syurgawi

huuu…..hwo…..ho….

Ku harungi perjalanan hidup ini
sampai nanti bertemu di syurgawi

2009-02-08T20:06:00.006+08:00

with luke and winston.lol

with jeff and luke. :D

Ben muke sial..HAHA..drummer maut dok

Parkway Drive were FUCKING BRUTAL AWESOME.
i did enjoy my day ytd.k bye

2009-02-02T21:52:00.006+08:00

this is the end of my blog i guess.
no longer posting about anything anymore i guess
i'll post whenever i feel like.
i am nobody to everybody.
good-bye and good night

BYEBYE.

--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--
--ive been living with regret--

soo Fucked Off And Die

2009-02-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

(Pic Of Last Friday Gig At MG)

Click Here

someday we'll know why i wasnt meant for u
ha-ha

life like a bitch and really do like it.

7 FEB 2009 cant fucking wait.
:D:D:D:D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMAKUS :D

MUAHAHA...2007 Pic yg paling tk perlu..AHAHA

may all ur wished come true.
and get well soon aite..
:D

2009-02-01T02:13:00.002+08:00

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
He-He

One wrong move.i'll be gone forever.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:

nitenite

2009-01-31T01:21:00.005+08:00

Hello reader.Its Friday.That's mean there's a gig in the afternoon at MG.So yeah.Ragdoll and Nov-19th performing today.woohoo.Anyway I've been coming late for school for the straight three days.Oh well.I just can't wake myself up in the morning and i guess i know why.Maybe i slept like at 2.00am everyday?Or i just can't get any peaceful beauty sleep?not even one.grr.loll.Something kept bothering me i guess.Ha-Ha.Okay.Today, i missed my first lesson and that's QA(Quality Assurance) lesson..so called "tk perlu module"-_-.Reached school around 10.50am, bummed in with a few of my classmate outside school.Then tagged along smoking weed with them.Ha-Ha.K bedek.Then around 11.05am we proceed to our next lesson.AM(Applied Mechanics).Very important module of all module.haha.The only module that i gonna take for examination this semester.Focusing on it.-_-.Aiming for GPA of 3.5.So i'll have a high chance to get in SP.hehe.and i'm make up my mind already that I'm gonna take DME (Diploma in Mechanical Engineering) this year.Hopefully i get what i wanted.BISMILLAH.AMIN!If no luck.National Service here i come.K NOT!Anyway attend gig after school.chop chop trained to bugis with zul.Reached bugis at 4.45pm.k best.We rushed to Music Garage and its raining when we were on the way there.haha.Reached MG.Watched R.E perform.NICE SET.Enjoyed myself in the pit.hehs.Then its our turn.Performed.After that LEPAK RABAK.Then Around 8plus im off from Bugis.And ..........................................................SECRET..sorry
haha...Reached home around erm 10-11plus i guess.haha.and and im gonna end my post here.

BYE BYE READER...

2009-01-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.You're my everything.Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.i guess i found the right one and that is you.The greatest thing i ever learn is to love and be loved in return.One thing i like about you is your voice.It makes me tremble inside And your smile is an invitation For my imagination to go wild.He-He.Anyway i've been moody for the passed few days and i don't know why.The feeling that i can't hardly describe.Its hurt my heart and its hurt soo badly.Now the feeling fading away.Phew.I feel much better now.Thank to someone.Anyway lets forget about it.I guess everything is okay now i guess.Bye-Bye Reader.

"another random post"

2009-01-29T02:33:00.006+08:00

its 2.35am
i still can't sleep
what wrong with me?
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